It's just one thing after another. Things are said and done and at the end there is always a question about my feelings about it. Honestly, I believe that if that were a concern, it would have been considered before things were done. In a world in which "out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks", what good does an apology really do? You can't say you didn't mean it, just that you didn't expect me to hear it come out of your mouth.
That part is unfortunate. Mostly because I'll never be able to believe when apologized to by anyone. No one ever means it, it's just that they need me to be able to be used for something else and don't want to push me to the point that I deny them when asked for something (knowledge, transportation, emotional strength).
It's a sad world that I live in, but it is the real one at the moment.
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