01 August 2009

exchanges

mc > do you have plans for tom. night? elaine's?

md > yes. no.

mc > is there a reason you are being unnecessarily concise?

md > unnecessarily concise?

mc > two opposite words to me know u dont wanna/cant hang out with people i/we haven't seen in awhile but no giving me any idea why... B's going, quan might go... Oh well huh... Oh, and it seems a bit strange to find out about a couch through fb first... Was it supposed to b a surprise or something?

md > that's a rash statement to make

mc > rash, why? yes, i ask u to b direct when ur being extremely vague, now i need u to adjust because you're being a bit too extreme in your directness... Middle ground plz, it's soo hard to talk to u sometimes...

md > don't make it hard, then. you keep saying that it is hard to interact with me without considering that it is just as true for me as it is for you. if you needed to know what i was doing, you could have asked. stop expecting me to give you a bunch of info you didn't ask for. unless you let me know you want to have all of that info, i'm only answering what is asked. that's not hard to understand. as a matter of fact, it is simple and logical. i'm not that hard to talk to unless you don't want to talk. the only person that is having a hard time talking to me is you. as for middle ground, i don't see how this is extreme, so feel free to explain that to me.

mc > how's it hard for u? ur the reason we're friends... ~ ... ... ... .... i want to know more, there seems to be so much that goes on around u that IF i find out about it, it's from others... it feels funny... brother... feel excluded...

md > i want you to know, but i never think you want to anymore. no one knows who i am or what i'm thinking most of the time. i wish that didn't include you, but it does. i'm going to my mom's tomorrow.

mc > extreme as in going from being so vague as to give virtually no information to being so direct you give virtually no info, (yes, no, not: yea, i was already gonna do bla bla, so sorry i'd like to go but i can't, or something like that...)

md > didn't think where i would be mattered that much.

md > the sentiments in the previous text also extend to the couch.

mc > u never do do u... i guess u dont tell me shit anymore cause u think i stopped giving a shit about u at all awhile back or somethin, i dunno, it's a theory, hopefully it's wrong... i still care, alot, but u prolly think i'm just sayin that... ~ alot of ur fb statuses seem to b about me/us, but u dont express a desire to talk to me about it... Why not...

md > i usually don't because either i or you are busy or asleep. as for the fb statuses, if you want to know what they are for, then ask. the application is bigger than one person. it usually is. part of a progressively poorer view of people in general.

md > if i don't talk and you want me to, then say so. stop assuming to know my thoughts. if you did, we wouldn't be having this talk. the fb posts tend to be about things i think in fleeting emotional moments and i know how you are about those, so i don't say much about those things.

md > It occurs to me that you have never really tried to understand my point of view about things most of the time. Especially before jumping to conclusions. -_-
mc > ... :( um... sorry? i've tried, it doesn't work in my brain...