All I can think about is... well, wait. I can't think. I just look at everyone and I am caught in my own feelings and data processes and I make my conclusions on it.
B only hangs with me at night now because Morgan has to go to bed early. If it weren't for the fact that she's not always tired when he is tired, she would be just as content as she was before not talking to me or hanging out with me much. I can see it for what it is and I can't act like that isn't a factor.
Some people hang with me because I make them feel better about life or themselves. Because when they are with me, they don't have to deal with things they don't like in their own lives. They can hide for a while.
Well, maybe I'm tired of being everyone's safety or hiding place.
This goes to my very good, emo-blogging, awesome mofo friend. You are a complete fool if you think that I've given up on ya or worst, forgotten about ya. I know I kinda suck as a friend at the moment for not being around as much, but I've been busy with work and college, but still... I the one and only true Kisuke Urahara, am still your mofokian friend. So cheer up and keep fighting those evil meanie hollows in your mind and heart, and never, ever give up on yourself cause I have absolutely no intention of giving up on you.
ReplyDeleteOi, Tensei-fukutaichou --
ReplyDeleteI complete get you. This isn't about you... not even close... but those words mean a lot to me.