what's my problem

The answer to this is so multi-faceted, I'm not perfectly sure if I know where to start. I can tell you this, however: I'm pretty... disappointed.

I guess that's the word.

Disappointed. I sit here every day wondering why I bother giving so much time, attention and affection to people that don't care about me on the same level. It is rare (if ever) that I find a person that truly places me before themselves and thinks about my feelings, needs or wants first.

In fact, I don't think I've found anyone that does yet except One. I can't be in isolation from other humans, so I'm stuck with dealing with them also. Humans that do things like come to your house to use a computer and want to unlock your door to do it. It's annoying.... and a lot of other things. Mostly frustrating because I don't behave in a similar manner and that fact is taken advantage of on a consistent basis. Pisses me off honestly.

Oh well.