a weekend, long and steady

You know, there's a lot to say about this week. It's been a rollercoaster, but more and more, I see apathy growing like kudzu over things. I am really tired -- like physically and mentally tired -- of caring for and about a lot of things. Work? Blah. Home? Blah. Two roommates moving out? Blah.

They are, though. They're nice guys and cool and one of them in particular is hoping for a change of pace with his new move to FL and hopes that gives him a new place to grow and expand and redefine himself. I say: "Party on, Garth."

I spent mad money on MTG cards this week since I had a little extra. $170 altogether. I even added in the iPad I told my younger bro I would buy for him. That works.

More than other things though, I just wanted to be held and hold things a lot although I spent a lot of time away from people. I watched some [Kaze no Stigma] (I may watch in full later); seems like a good show. Played with Russell. Lots of time on social media and chat rooms. Thought a lot about people I missed.

I miss Reza. I really do. We're busy and we don't talk often and it sucks. I wish he were here.

CHIRP. Can I say that again? CHIRP. CCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRPPPPPPP <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Other than that, there's a lot of other random thoughts. Incoming snow storm and I want to be nude. Go figure. Blankets will be my friend. I probably need to dash to the store, but it's a madhouse because people in Georgia are terrified of frozen water. Oh well >_<