You know, it's not even the bruise in the last entry that makes me mad as much as the fact that he just couldn't say one of the two options I gave him. After asking what it was, he went through this long thought process on how he could - get this - answer me without answering me. What the hell? I said, "You know, you could just say (1) what happened or (2) tell me why I can't know." A built-in escape. He could have simply said, "That's off-limits."
That would have sucked, but I would have left it alone. Instead, he just went everywhere but straight and I can't understand that. I wanted honesty more than I wanted an answer. I'm trying to be open and make this friendship work and I've already stated that honesty is important to me. It's important that he not hide things. If he doesn't want me to be there, then I can be elsewhere. Why is it so hard for him to just be straight up with me? That pisses me off. Bad.
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