castor returns

In a moment of clarity and goodness while talking to Momo last night, I left a note on RM's desk asking him to talk to me this morning:

P -

when you wake up, come to my room and talk. if i'm not awake, wake me up.

- C

Well, he did wake up and make his way to my room. Cold and emotionless as ever, I spoke to him about the things I reported in the last entry. He asked questions and I gave answers to the best of my knowledge. He finally came close to me and said, I need my friend back.

I showed nothing on the surface, but inside I was breaking. He's never said anything like that. As if to make things harder, he cried. He never cries. Never. He cried today. On my shirt. He said, "Oops" after that, but I told him not to say it if he didn't mean it.

No one else but him would know who Castor is in full, but for the record Castor lives. I'll have to lend him an entry.