I miss Reza

It was only a year ago (and some change) that we met. The meeting was rough to say the least, but from that grew a beautiful friendship. I remember when we walked through the woods to the stream to watch shooting stars.

I remember walking to the stream to talk, to hug, to share.

I remember when you locked me out of your room and wouldn't talk to me for days and I finally got a key to open the door so I could climb in bed, cuddle and wait for you to talk. Letters, watching bleach, evony, farmville...

I remember being with your family when we went to your grandmother's gravesite. Sitting out in the sun. Listening to you guys rehearse it all like it was yesterday. I remember seeing you for the last time in several months. I remember taking your dog tag so I could have you nearby.

We write and we call and we talk and we're planning to visit, but there are these moments that I miss you so much and all I want is for you to be here with me. I remember that convo, too.

I'm okay with you doing whatever and hanging out and working and all that. I really am, but sometimes, I get soooo jealous and I just want you to myself for a while. That's just how I feel.

I miss you so much right now. You have no idea (T_T)....

Everytime I hear this song, I think of you.