and so he returns

Yesterday was a blah-ish kind of day. I found out that I overdrew my bank account. Not cool. My boss fussed at me needlessly, also not cool. I was drafted into hours of meetings I wasn't actually useful in. Also not cool.

On the other hand, the sun was shining and birds were chirping, so I refused to be angry.

James turned in his uniform for work and I organized the final bits of things I needed to in order to finish our moving process to the smaller office. I need to plug some things in and make sure the electricity is working, but we're all moved in.

In the midst of this, Brandon called and unloaded a ton of things about his life. It was nothing like what I expected. Pretty negative. The thing that got me here was that we separated and he stopped coming by as much so he could live a more passionate life and that is not what he's doing right now. Reasons? I'm sure there are and he would have to explain them. In short, I don't understand at all and after talking to him via txt for hours I still don't. I'm mildly perturbed in that I think he should be out pursuing that which he wishes to pursue without stopping and it upsets me that, all things considered, his time is not being used that way.

Moving on, I picked up some more good, "Hell Yeah!" style music:

• "Tonight" by Yuksek
• "Paris" by MSTRKRFT

That last one has a nice, hard hitting bassline that I love.

Today, one of my friends said the word "associates" and I had to suppress my gag reflex. I don't understand this mess; you either have a friend or you don't. Let's not blur the lines around that word. Here's my thoughts via definitions posted to his wall.

Point blank. I don't get all this other stuff people weave into it. You're either a friend or you're not. If you're not, let's not create complexity by creating hierarchies of relationship that don't actually exist. (~_~#)

I'm working on some more minimalism on my computer. Tons of pictures and memories and all this gone, but it feels good seeing the organization fall into place. I'm going to get back to that for now and think through other things.