Among the many events that happened yesterday, many of them involved people contacting me that hadn't spoken in a while. It was amusing that, considering my thoughts the entry previous, that all of that happened complete with the normal questions about my state of being.
I came into work, worked a bit, waited for the custodian to come in and give me the key, then took a cab home where I chatted with some friends, talked to Reza until he fell asleep and eventually fell asleep myself.
That night left me to my thoughts for the most part. Some of them were harsh as a friend explained that his bf cheated on him while he was away on an extended trip to see his family (he was physically absent for 6 weeks as his family is far away from where he lives) and we talked through his feelings. I offered balance, an open ear, laughter and the night continued on. He wasn't as distraught after a while and exhaustion overcame me, so I went to bed.
Waking up alone in the house as I went to sleep before brought thoughts in tow about things I should continue to do and think and change. I'm a bit excited about things coming ahead and as for the things behind me -- whether people and eventually places -- I had this thought while brushing my teeth:
I came into work, worked a bit, waited for the custodian to come in and give me the key, then took a cab home where I chatted with some friends, talked to Reza until he fell asleep and eventually fell asleep myself.
That night left me to my thoughts for the most part. Some of them were harsh as a friend explained that his bf cheated on him while he was away on an extended trip to see his family (he was physically absent for 6 weeks as his family is far away from where he lives) and we talked through his feelings. I offered balance, an open ear, laughter and the night continued on. He wasn't as distraught after a while and exhaustion overcame me, so I went to bed.
Waking up alone in the house as I went to sleep before brought thoughts in tow about things I should continue to do and think and change. I'm a bit excited about things coming ahead and as for the things behind me -- whether people and eventually places -- I had this thought while brushing my teeth:
The wind doesn't concerned itself with the people and places it blows by. Why should I?That is really resonating with me right now. The answers to that question, as I find them, will build some things and destroy others. That is fine.
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