Sometimes, in the middle of our everyday doings, we forget what we're doing things for. We drift a bit. In my case, it's from simplicity.
Mind you, I'm still minimal. I'm still simple. At the same time, I see places that drift is starting to occur and because of that, things I had plenty of time for now are being pushed aside and I don't want that.
In times like this, the easiest way to halt that process of drift is to ask the simple question of "What am I doing?" and then prioritize the responses. For me, I went back to something I'd done before; I took out a sheet of paper and listed the six most important things I could think of that needed to be done today without question.
To my delight, certain things popped up like working out (which I didn't do since I hadn't eaten until very late yesterday). Here's my list today:
- gravity
- study medtronic, start building
- schedule meeting for Capella
- finish letters
- workout dammit
My phone, notifications, text messages, people showing up randomly at my home, however... That's another matter. That's also not a priority right now. Very little is compared to the small list of things that are priority items.
It makes you wonder, doesn't it? Everything important and doable in a day can be narrowed down to six things or less. What the hell are we doing with our time?
That makes me feel sad about living a pointless life. I.e. living to be living.
ReplyDelete*guilty and ashamed*
It doesn't help when there's no effort put forth except for things that are being asked/pushed on me (example: work and bills/loans/debt). All this makes me long for what is on our horizon. Jesus.