It was sudden. I simply did not see the moment that I would give up on the connection, but I suppose I am long past wishing on stars and against all hope that magic occurs.
Then you said ZER★ and I just didn't know how to respond until yesterday.
Sad. Painful. Relieving? I don't know if I have the words, really. It's the feeling of letting go. It is an empty feeling. I can't even say I feel loss as much as I feel what could have been turning into what will never be.
I will never have adequate words for this and I'll never get used to it no matter how much I believe I will.
Then you mentioned matching tattoos. How could I when they don't even mean what they used to. Nothing means what it used to between us anymore it seems. At least, that's how I feel some days. Other days, I'm sure that I'm willing to keep fighting, but other days... I just don't know.
Then you said ZER★ and I just didn't know how to respond until yesterday.
Sad. Painful. Relieving? I don't know if I have the words, really. It's the feeling of letting go. It is an empty feeling. I can't even say I feel loss as much as I feel what could have been turning into what will never be.
I will never have adequate words for this and I'll never get used to it no matter how much I believe I will.
Then you mentioned matching tattoos. How could I when they don't even mean what they used to. Nothing means what it used to between us anymore it seems. At least, that's how I feel some days. Other days, I'm sure that I'm willing to keep fighting, but other days... I just don't know.
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