Me: I read your email. Thank you for sending. I wrote a reply, too. Whenever you are ready, I would like to talk to you, too. That may be a while and I understand.
Her: Thank you for your reply and understanding. It means the world to me. More than I can express
Me: I did all the heavy lifting beforehand. Like I said: I love you and it is without condition. And you are most welcome. And I am sorry.
Her: Don't be sorry. Much has been learned and I have no regrets. And I love you back. I hope you know that
Me: I am bc you were hurt and angered and I don't don't even know why but you were. I am sorry that I hurt you. I did not want to.
Her: And I am here for you as I always was. I'll write you back and want us to be as close friends as I feel we are. It's okay. I don't hold on to those things. I'll explain in a letter.
Me: And I will love you as I always do. And if you don't mind, I would still like to take all the trips we mentioned, go to striver's tow, and read spoken word at some random meeting.
Her: I would absolutely love that.
Me: Then let's. I have enough I've written and I'll be writing more so maybe sooner than later. Who knows? And you know it is strangely coincidental that you sent that email today of all days.
Her: Deal. Why is that?
Me: It's september the 11th.
Her: I didn't even realize that. I am sorry if I've hurt you.
Me: Well, I would not be honest if I said that this is without pain but the love is so much greater that it doesn't matter. And I'm sorry I hurt you. I always will be. But you are still here and that means we can rebuild and try again. Maybe a different building maybe another street. As long as we are near a coffee shop and an airport, right?
Her: And if, down the line, you realize you don't want to be friends (I truly hope that doesn't happen but I will respect you if it does), I understand
Me: Put that silly notion out of your head. You're essential.
Her: Right. :) I'm not one to predict the future and I don't know what it holds but I want you in my life as we were before. And whatever happens, happens. *hugs* as are you.
Me: We are beautiful in all of our forms. As we agreed, we enhance each other.
Her: I concur. What do you guys have planned for today? Did sanquan enjoy the beach?
Me: He did. He walked the coastline. I sat and wrote for an hour before walking into the waves and praying. If you haven't done that, you should one day.
Her: That sounds incredible peaceful. I used to do that all the time when I lived in Florida. :)
Me: :) best thing ever.
Her: Agreed. You'll have to visit me in Florida whenever I make it back down there and we can hit the beach and do that very thing
Me: You're on ^_^
Her: :) okay, I have to get back to work but I hope you guys have a wonderful day. Say hello to Savannah for me
Me: With gusto. Tqm. And have a great day at work.
Her: Igualmente! Have a wonderful day
Me: Oh wait! Almost forgot: can I still use netflix?? Lol
Her: Lol definitely
Me: :p we know how essential that is.
Her: Silly question, sir ;)
Me: I suppose it is ^.^
Her: Thank you for your reply and understanding. It means the world to me. More than I can express
Me: I did all the heavy lifting beforehand. Like I said: I love you and it is without condition. And you are most welcome. And I am sorry.
Her: Don't be sorry. Much has been learned and I have no regrets. And I love you back. I hope you know that
Me: I am bc you were hurt and angered and I don't don't even know why but you were. I am sorry that I hurt you. I did not want to.
Her: And I am here for you as I always was. I'll write you back and want us to be as close friends as I feel we are. It's okay. I don't hold on to those things. I'll explain in a letter.
Me: And I will love you as I always do. And if you don't mind, I would still like to take all the trips we mentioned, go to striver's tow, and read spoken word at some random meeting.
Her: I would absolutely love that.
Me: Then let's. I have enough I've written and I'll be writing more so maybe sooner than later. Who knows? And you know it is strangely coincidental that you sent that email today of all days.
Her: Deal. Why is that?
Me: It's september the 11th.
Her: I didn't even realize that. I am sorry if I've hurt you.
Me: Well, I would not be honest if I said that this is without pain but the love is so much greater that it doesn't matter. And I'm sorry I hurt you. I always will be. But you are still here and that means we can rebuild and try again. Maybe a different building maybe another street. As long as we are near a coffee shop and an airport, right?
Her: And if, down the line, you realize you don't want to be friends (I truly hope that doesn't happen but I will respect you if it does), I understand
Me: Put that silly notion out of your head. You're essential.
Her: Right. :) I'm not one to predict the future and I don't know what it holds but I want you in my life as we were before. And whatever happens, happens. *hugs* as are you.
Me: We are beautiful in all of our forms. As we agreed, we enhance each other.
Her: I concur. What do you guys have planned for today? Did sanquan enjoy the beach?
Me: He did. He walked the coastline. I sat and wrote for an hour before walking into the waves and praying. If you haven't done that, you should one day.
Her: That sounds incredible peaceful. I used to do that all the time when I lived in Florida. :)
Me: :) best thing ever.
Her: Agreed. You'll have to visit me in Florida whenever I make it back down there and we can hit the beach and do that very thing
Me: You're on ^_^
Her: :) okay, I have to get back to work but I hope you guys have a wonderful day. Say hello to Savannah for me
Me: With gusto. Tqm. And have a great day at work.
Her: Igualmente! Have a wonderful day
Me: Oh wait! Almost forgot: can I still use netflix?? Lol
Her: Lol definitely
Me: :p we know how essential that is.
Her: Silly question, sir ;)
Me: I suppose it is ^.^
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