20 October 2009

smiling

Honestly, it just feels good to smile. I've spent a ton of time talking to a good friend of mine and now another good friend is joining the mix. It's been seven hours of talking between this person and myself and it hasn't been boring for so much as a moment.

In short: this has been a good day. :3

In addition to this otherwise wonderful day, we have a relatively good report from the hospital about Chakari. They want to give her some treatments to deal with her kidneys and lupus. The treatment could have potentially bad long term effects, so the doctor wants the whole family to be here to talk about the situation tomorrow around 2.

Aside from this, my cell phone gets no reception up here -- most don't. RM has been contacting me throughout the day to find out if I'm okay. I appreciate his concern. At the same time, I don't know what to make of why he would bother. I'm supposing because if I'm not home (he said he missed me), he can't play video games. Or maybe he's decided to... I don't know. I just can't allow myself to be emotionally drawn in; everything has to be regarded with "that's nice" and nothing more. Otherwise, I'm asking for disappointment.

Aside from this, I will get to hang out with a friend a little bit from now after I leave the hospital, so that will be awesome. I can't wait to see him, I can't wait to get home and I really can't wait to take a shower. I really wanted to before I went to bed, but with Chakari being here, I rushed straight to it, so I'll have to take that shower when I get home. I think I smell funny.

All in all, the last day or two has been good and it looks like it will get better from here.

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