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A couple of days ago, I was talking to someone and I wanted their attention. As a result of this need, I grabbed them by their collar and dragged them until they were inches from my face. I stood there, eye to eye with them, and said, "Listen carefully..."

A couple of days ago, someone was walking away from me. I wanted them to sit still and let me finish my sentence. I grabbed them by their shirt collar and threw them toward the bed. "Sit down. I'm still talking..."

Yesterday, I was talking to someone and they tried to walk past me and, yet again, I was talking. "Where are you going?" I pushed them down, then straddled them, pinning them to the bed. "I didn't say you could go anywhere..."

During these moments, I feel... primal. Intense. I mentioned becoming aware of myself as a sexual creature before:

I also wonder about becoming a tease. Becoming a more primal and sexual creature. That amuses me. I could probably do a great deal of damage if I do it right. I really could be an incredibly horrible tease. Especially to guys.

Other things I will leave as they lay, but becoming that more primal and sexual creature... Yeah, definitely that. A very much dominant one. That's who I am and I'm starting to like the idea of doing things like that and throwing people up against walls, then walking up behind them, saying things like, "I didn't say you could...." or "What did you think you were doing...?"...

...if I said anything at all instead of just putting them through the wall.

I don't know, but I guess that's what it means to be a Captain... :P

More thoughts later... at the moment, I'm a little uncomfortable if you take my meaning.