outer world

:: JOB ::

So far, so good.... well, except today. Today I was sent home for falling asleep. I spent another day reading several pages of manuals. Very boring and I had to sit still to do the reading on a very comfortable couch. Not good at all, but it was only two hours before my shift ended, so blah. I hate the fact that MI (my manager) was mad, but I can't help it. I need to be up and active and working with things and people. I'm not the one to just sit in a small spot and read all day; I want to apply things that I learn.

Hours are also on the down side. 14 a week. Not good. I need more. I need to show them that they want to keep me. They do, but they don't know it yet and I can't show them why when I'm so bored.

:: FRIENDS ::

Things are well here. I can't complain. I haven't gotten to see as much of them as I would like, but the moments we share are awesome when I'm not feeling blah about everything.

:: TAI

Silly as always. We're friends undercover for sure. At least when he's to himself, he can still talk to me about things. That's good. It works for now.

:: GA & SA

Two special people. I'm glad I have reconnected with them the way that I have over the last month. It has been nice talking to both of them. Speaking of which, one of them has a birthday today. Happy Birthday, GA.

:: BODY ::

I'm not sleeping like I should. I can't seem to sleep for more than a few hours at a time. It's messing with everything. I can't focus at work or even at home. I lack energy almost all the time and I hate it. I can't seem to get to the gym either and that's pissing me off.

*sigh*

My martial arts is still working well. I'm glad I had the teacher I did. For a certain someone, here's a few pictures of what that looks like.

As a random bonus fact, my hard-ons are starting to tear my underwear -- underwear that is supposed to stretch, mind you -- so I guess I'll have to plan to get newer ones. It's a sad day, but funny for whomever is reading, I'm sure.

That's the surface of my world for now for the moment. The days pass by, one after the other, dull for the most part... at least on the surface.