apologies

A conversation with Dean has left me in thought about a few things. One is the fascination I have with things that people draw attention to. There were two things.

1. I didn't apologize for the third I fell asleep during an IM conversation. Any explanation given is immediately voided by this fact.
2. Any infraction of the ten-word-rule from the previous entry.

That being said two things occurred:

1. I issued an apology and asked not to be forgiven. I have no doubt that he will comply.
2. I made three more infractions for a total of four in the course of that conversation.

That being said:

1. I have gained a great deal of insight from this that I will carry with me for a long time to come.
2. My will to maintain that rule has been reinforced 100-fold. For this, I am grateful.

I will get back under the microscope now, but thought I might escape from that [insert thoughts here], and write here. Thanks and thanks for everything.