I look at things falling apart around me still and realize that this is what is happening. I had a dream at one point to live with my friends in the same house and to love them always. This is not happening right now. Instead, we're fighting each other with words, silence, and space. This is hard to deal with and at the same time, I'm running out of energy to care.
Rickey sits next to me and is talking about... goodness, what haven't we talked about tonight? It's been good to see him tonight for sure. Probably the highlight of my week for sure.
Work today was hard. Everyone is so demanding of this and that and no one informs anyone of anything and I'm getting tired. I don't know what to do anymore.
I want to exercise more and I need to ask Rickey about that.
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