late night

I'm all over the place mentally. Emotionally. Tonight is not going well at all. I am not thinking anything good about anything or anyone.

People seem to think only of themselves and I'm stoically aware of this. I feel my mind and emotions shutting down and slowly off. Maybe it is better that it happens this way for everyone. I simple fold in upon myself and I keep everyone else out. Maybe it will be permanent this time and I can be done with all of the emotions that plague me.... Like now.