for no reason

That's how today feels.

I....

• work for no reason
• write for no reason
• think for no reason

It's tiring. Today, I almost feel like a nihilist and talking to a person who, for all practical purposes is nihilistic isn't helping. Actually, a lot of things aren't helping:

• roommates that are "literal" about everything, constantly use "weasel words" in logical arguments
• arguing that humans do/don't have intrinsic merit apart from a higher being... fuck that: apart from God God God God God God
• people being upset about bills being as much as they are
• people then becoming offended when I write that maybe I should learn to communicate more precisely and effectively because being passive aggressive is good way to handle disagreements

I want people to go away. I don't want to do anything else right now, but I have two more hours at work, then I have to record for an hour or so.

In short, on an emotional level, this is not a good day.