Modified

Every now and then, things connected to us are modified. That can be difficult to navigate. Today is one of those days for me. Not knowing how else to feel, yet being requested not to fall into this puddle of emotion or that, I can only come to the conclusion that I should continue to feel as I did about this before and monitor how those feelings evolve with that modification in place. There's the normal steps I suppose; compression, expansion, evolution, conclusion, and forward motion. I'm thankful for the love and that dash of honesty, hard as it may have been to give or take. There's more to the story and there always is. In the end, I got what I prayed for in a way and on a similar vein, I spoke truth into the world not knowing the effect of doing so. Truth is a chaotic force; you never quite know the full result of speaking it when you do, but speak you must. In the end, tomorrow will come and I will love just as much as I did before; not good at loving less. On the other hand, it will be an interesting adventure to monitor the evolution of expression. I am who I am and I've never been anything less or false. Such is my nature and that part I am content with.