Sometimes, you feel a little wild on the inside. In the midst of much quiet and non-movement, it settles on you that if you don't move, something bad will follow. I'm there right now. I'm listening to Adele (Lovesong if you want to know) and Polli is here and I can't seem to shake the thought that I need to throw everything right out of the window from the metaphorical to the literal and just reset every single thing.
I want out. I want away. I want different. I want a clarity of space. Not even of mind or heart right now, just space. I need things out of my space. I need my space to be smaller. I need my space to look and feel more like how I feel inside and that demands space. More of it.
And less.
I need less things I don't need. Repeat: less things I don't need. I don't even want anything new right now (I can think of things, though) more than I want things out and gone and away from me.
I'm in the middle of four winds of feelings and that said, I'm going to chase one of them. Wish me luck.
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