summarily speaking

After a lot of thought from a lot of angles about a few things that have been brought to my attention, I have come to one solid conclusion:

FUCK THAT.

I repeat: FUCK THAT.

I've been the nice guy for a while that works so hard to make peace about this and that and the other and it has gotten me nothing. I'm not going to be a complete prick, but I think I'm becoming more comfortable everyday with being a bitch about things. I'll do what I want and that's just going to be that. No one thinks about how I feel when they decide to do what they do. No one considers my needs above their own when I need them to most, so maybe I should start doing whatever makes me feel "okay" at the moment. Mind you, most of my values will be intact, but as for the idea of modifying this or that or the other because it makes someone else feel better at the sake of my own peace and being true to myself moment by moment: no more of that.