You know, they never listen. I warn them and they don't listen. I can't tell you how many times I've warned someone that one day they will come looking for me and I won't be there. They think that my care for them or my concern for them means I'll be open forever.
It doesn't.
They don't hear that, then they do things that hurt me. Or they leave. Or they neglect. Or what have you. That's fine. That's perfectly fine. People have choices they make and such as adults and I completely get that. I used to be mad about it, but lately I have learned that if people want to leave, then you shouldn't make them stay. I let them go. One after another after another. It got easier every time I did it...
...but now they want to come back... as I said before, however, I'm not here anymore. Your neglect and impatience -- to name a few things -- forced me to become strong enough to form my life without you as an ingredient...
...so please understand if I don't want unnecessary decorations.
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