as it was before...

...so it is now.

Honestly speaking, for whatever reason, things just happen and you deal with them. At the present moment, Momo is mad at me and I don't know why. He just is...

As with other things that just are. I wake up and things around me either change slowly or quickly moving in some direction whether known or unknown. I can only accept these things and choose what I will do for each situation in front of me as it appears.

I'm convinced of the fact that, in spite of the many people that say they want things, only a few will ever know what they really want. Especially when it comes to love or friendship. So many people say they want a certain thing and when it appears to them, they can't accept it and do everything they can to destroy it. Even worse, they can't accept the form it comes in.

As I said yesterday, I am the embodiment of the love people don't want. I've never been more right than I am right now. I've never broken a promise and so I will keep in line with that and not break the other one I made either. I'll always be, but I won't always be here. It is easy to assume that the things we take for granted will always be here whenever we want them, but life has taught me and has taught others through me that this is not the case...

*sigh* ... we never learn...