Talked to Tai's girlfriend again. "I thought I told you about talking to my boyfriend..." I simply clicked the off button. I do not know how he does it. If someone were ever that disrespectful to my friends -- even if she were my wife of five years -- I would check her immediately. I'm assuming she's the more dominant and aggressive person in that relationship. I'll not go off on her out of respect for him, but...
Things are about to be complex as B will be moving in now. She still wants to keep the cat and wants to be insistent on keeping him, but this introduces complications I don't want to deal with. The first sign of trouble I see, Pippin will be in Danielsville and everyone will just have to hate me. Used to it...
Speaking of Danielsville, I'm here with Arima-kun and Miya-chan. They're so very married and it's funny. Dae-kun is also here. I'm just chilling out with them. For the most part, that means I'm here doing things and they're doing things and we all meet up and do some things in common, but most of that time is just watching things and hanging out. It's a relaxed kind of fun. No pressure at all. We went out to get mexican food today, then came back home. I took a nap while they stepped out and woke up just before they got home.
Since then, it's been chatting with friends and such most of the day.
Talking to CJ yesterday for a while has me thinking about RM and forgiveness yet again. I suppose, ultimately, I want to believe him and forgive him and fix everything. However, I am NOT going to make this easy. Not even close. If he wants to fix things with me, he will work for it. If I make it easy, he won't learn and this must not happen again; I can't just be dropped at some random moment for weeks only to be picked up at the most convenient moment later on. Not doing it.
Talking to Momo has been cool over the last couple of days. In fact, it's been amazing.
SP and I are getting closer to each other and I enjoy that fact. RR came by my house for the first time yesterday. This was amazing. I wouldn't trade that for anything. Lots of talking and thinking and all this stuff.
I've been very uncomfortable lately... frustration... but then again... XD
Called TJ... It's a good thing I did. I need to go see him; he's not well and could use a friend for sure. I think I'll visit him a bit later this week. Give him a hug. Definitely give him a hug.
Talked to Alessio about being a roommate, but all this stupid stuff came up, so I won't have him as a roommate. I will, however, have him as a visitor. He's here in the US from Italy and likes to visit Athens. He told me he really likes it here and was going to spend a weekend in a hotel. When I know that I have a home in the same city and right next to downtown, there's no way in hell I'd dare let a friend stay in a hotel when I have a home they can rest in... Fifty bucks per night? Fuck that....
Still haven't worked yet... ugh...
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